I saw this picture today and it reminded me of my mother.
Remember Thomas The Tank Engine? My lit teacher of a mother would dramatically read aloud Thomas’s iconic “I Think I Can, I Think I Can” every night during my bedtime.
I call it the ‘broken recorder’ method that’s best consumed by an impressionable child. But guess what ma, it worked.
Because at 24 years old, I can forget if I bathed but I cannot forget these four words apart from “I Want To Sleep/Eat.” Or “Please Clean Your Room.”
“I Think I Can.” — Why not just “I Can?” After all, what does an insecure tank engine know about breakdowns? *casually looks at SMRT*
Well, I guess everyone deals with uncertainty at some point. I think Thomas was trying to say: Look, I’m just as scared and I’m not being an egomaniac to promise you success but I’m placing emotions aside so I can do the only logical thing–to move forward.
And that’s how I feel sometimes.
Typing here at 12.35am with my hair wrapped in a towel and my right arm bandaged after a post-work tattoo session. Been so busy in recent months that I’ve sacrificed most of my social life and space.
Last night, I attended a SK Jewellery runway/dinner with Audrey (@tippytoess) and we suspect a fellow “media” person stole our door gifts. Because it was a gold coin. Shady AF. You should’ve at least taken the empty paper bag too.
Hey, it was a lot of effort to rush out to boon keng market during lunch to buy this $20 dress I wore as a last minute solution (seen below) for the event lol.
I spend most of my life editing articles now at The Smart Local HQ. If you want to know which black hole I slipped into when I MIA, please like Zula’s FB page.
To end off my too-busy-to-blog-so-gonna-just-share-snippets post, thank you Maybelline for sending over the upcoming Fashion Brow Collection.
Can’t wait to wake up in the morning to try these babies. You’ve no idea how much a new outfit/makeup can motivate me to resurrect from bed at 7.00am. And when it comes to brows, my alarms are titled for a reason:
Launching in March:
“Fashion Brow Promade – A creamy wax-based promade stick.
Fashion Brow Ultra Fluffy – A gel-to-powder brow pencil that fills in bald spots softly.
Brow Precise Fiber Volumizer – their first fiber-infusing gel brow mascara that boosts brow color and volume for a 3-dimensional effect.”
Few days after my iLASIK consultation, it was finally surgery day at Dr Natasha Lim Eye Centre. The procedure itself took less than a minute! And it was totally PAINLESS.
I was excited albeit nervous, but thank God my corneas were thick enough for iLASIK; a bladeless alternative to regular LASIK, as mentioned in my previous post: LASIK truths & misconceptions in Singapore.
When I arrived, her nurses handed me a blue patient gown and hair cap. Once I slipped into my new #OOTD, they took me into the Operating Theatre (OT) inside the clinic to thoroughly clean and prep my eye ready for surgery. They made sure I had no makeup, perfume nor hair substance on, as these can affect the results of LASIK surgery.
Read my first post HERE, talking about the misconceptions about LASIK surgery, and the differences between iLASIK and standard LASIK that everyone should know about.
Whenever someone with eagle vision asked me how 500-degrees and Myopia “look like”, I would say, “okay cross/cock your eyes a bit until you can’t read anything, that’s how it looks.”
Even though I adapted to contact lens over the years, spectacles gave me frequent headaches and I hated it whenever I forgot to bring my solution or case (always one or the other) during overseas trips/sleepovers.
However, due to common misconceptions about LASIK such as price (explained in my first post), I used to see it as a “want” more than a “need” – till I found out that there is a bladeless pain-free method called iLASIK that NASA astronauts use and it’s about a reasonable $3k+ for both eyes.
Now I understand why every post-LASIK person told me “it’s the best decision ever” due to the sheer convenience, health and comfort.
Welcome to my life — The Smart Local office and its minions. After endless packing and shifting from McNair road, we’re finally in our new habitat at Kallang Bahru! And when there are homely sleeping pods, two ragdoll cats, and shower rooms in the office, you know you’re in
deep shit trouble.
The new female site I’ve been working on, Zula, launched today. Well, technically yesterday but our site crashed. As I’m now a slave to churning content at Zula round the clock, my personal blog will be mainly filled with 15 minutes of quick updates.
On this day, 1 year ago, Singapore had its general election and the world commemorated the 9/11 bombing. 360000 babies were born and 151600 people took their last breaths, while an infant started to mumble papa (or Ipad I don’t know). Among the hustle of an ordinary day, there was also a man named Steph (in short) who climbed out of the “friendzone” 6 years later.
Well here’s my story about love.
When I was 16, I fell in love with a guy, J, and we roughed out the happiest and saddest moments for over 5 years. He was the memory of counting all our coins just to catch the last train home (because we spent it on catching sweets) till he got his driver’s license at 18, and when I got my first ‘proper’ job. I remember our first snowfall in Beijing and when he called me to celebrate his results as he studied just to enter the same school as me. We practically shared a life even as a family on overseas trips. But people grow up, grow out, and unfortunately grow apart sometimes.
Being in love and being in a relationship are two separate things. Love is a language to be learnt: the feeling alone doesn’t guarantee a happy relationship if you don’t know how to love the way your partner needs. Though J and I were childhood sweethearts, it became an unhealthy obsession I had to leave behind. Maybe because we loved each other more than ourselves that it drove us mad, or perhaps we were too young to settle our incompatibility. As I grew older, I got to know myself better and who I wanted to be that it rippled through every aspect of my life including my choice in men.
Steph on the other side of the galaxy was never “my type”.
Photo model: bibi my pet bear (no animals were harmed in the making)
Few months ago, I finally decided to zap away my 500-degree vision with the latest iDesign iLASIK technology that’s pain-free and bladeless. I did it with Dr. Natasha Lim Eye Center at Mount Elizabeth Novena as she’s 1 of only 2 clinics offering iDesign iLASIK in Singapore, and her results are published worldwide on the iDesign iLasik Registry to provide guidance to iLASIK surgeons.
The main reason why I did it was because spectacles tend to give me a headache and having a digital-centric life, I need my contacts for an unhealthy span of 12-15 hours a day. I also hate to spend money on eyesight checks and changing lens degrees.
There were a lot of misconceptions about LASIK which held me back, particularly the cost and whether I would be able to wear colored contacts again (because I’m vain like that). But after finding out more through friends who underwent various LASIK surgeries, as well as Dr Natasha, I hope this post will benefit those who might be considering LASIK.
While addressing a group of students in Chennai, India, Sadhguru answered a question on how to maintain joy and happiness regardless of the external circumstances.
Questioner: Good evening, sir. I listened to a lecture of yours that talked about joy and happiness. You said joy depends on oneself, whereas happiness depends on others. I tried a little while to practice it but what I found was that I was not able to sustain those small moments of joy. I could experience joy when I was completely into it, very passionate about what to do, but somehow when an external person or entity recognizes what I do, the joy is just out of my life. So how do you sustain those moments of joy and not succumb to pleasures of happiness? If you could…it would be nice if you can share the difference between joy and happiness to this crowd too.
Sadhguru: Let’s say your Dean tells you, from tomorrow, what kind of clothes you should wear, immediately there’ll be protests in the college. If your Dean goes further and tells you, ‘everybody should get up at five o’clock in the morning.’ Let’s say he put ten different rules like this, physical things to do, you will think he’s trying to convert you into slaves and you will shout and scream for your freedom, isn’t it? But look at yourself and see.
If someone else determines what should happen around you, you feel like a slave, but right now somebody else is determining what should happen within you. Is this not slavery? Somebody can decide whether you’re happy or unhappy, is this not slavery? Just because everybody is like that it seems to be normal; it is not. It is not normal. As a human being, life will never happen hundred percent the way you want it, and it should not happen; because if everything happens the way you want it, where do I go? I’m very happy it’s not happening your way.
On July 9, I was invited to the official Team Singapore Rio 2016 Flag presentation Ceremony in tandem with Olympic Day at Marina Bay’s Floating Platform. Being an unapologetic night owl, it was a refreshing change to wake up at 6am for a 3.6km walk and see our city in a different light.
Starting on 6 August, there will be 25 athletes representing Singapore, among 10,500 athletes across 206 countries, who will be competing over a span of 17 days. See the schedule here. The Paralympics held in Rio a month later has a record high of 11 athletes from Singapore competing across five sports (athletics, boccia, equestrian, sailing and swimming).
Singapore’s Olympic flag bearer is badminton’s top shuttler Derek Wong, currently ranked 60th in the world. He is one of only two shuttlers who made it to the Rio Olympics 2016, which is said to be his last game before retiring.
Did you know? The best Paralympics swimmer in the world is our very own Yip Pin Xiu. The 2008 Beijing Paralympics gold medalist Yip has traveled to over seven countries this year for training and competitions to prepare for the Games. She will head the 11-member Paralympics team in Rio.